and I can’t tell if the trap was real or not so idk if I saved myself or actually trapped myself.
what hurts is that I’m starting to feel like I was falling into a trap more than I was falling in love.
I can’t tell if my heart is broken or not. sometimes I’m hurt and sometimes I’m happy. and sometimes I’m just blank.
here is a conversation that I had today that I would really like to share on my blog. this is my perspective on loyalty and real love. for a while I’ve been really contemplating the idea of loyalty being a valid idea. and literally in in the middle of this convo, what’s true within me came out again. I think that what I see is something that people should also open up their mind to. so… here goes nothing.